Video Message Journal

9:48

3rd Video of me reading and releasing a past perspective

reading and releasing... thinking about how I want to create my own Holidays... Calendar...no longer follow, but simply acknowledge and move forward... to a whole new kit and kabootal... as it were, I wander and marvel at the life we are given each new day. Always observing the inter-workings and the physiological aspects, as applied to the perspective I currently inhabit.

6 months ago 110 views

21:41

4th video from the journal I got from Danielle.

We are in a consciousness "bridge-rectifier" being used as a shield. We chose these lives and everything a long time ago. First we just lived out lower needs... then moved more into understanding. I snuck in with you... You were just a little baby with your mom. I picked up the dropped toy and came with... to be witness.

6 months ago 68 views

9:00

New Journal... 1st Loose Entry

The last journal was recently lost to an intentional fire. I am being told it had to go... there was nothing else of value to be gleamed from its pages. So this new journal was given to me by my little sister Danielle! I love you wherever you are... always hustling bustling and rustling. I have always cherished this journal and the lack of lines allowed for me to really flow photographic who-sits and what-sits upside-down and really whatever the hell I wanted to do... at the time I needed to use my paper Pensieve. Dumbledore would be proud. If only he would look up from the fact that hes dead... spoiler alert... he dies in the books.. I feel there has elapsed an adequate amount of time for you (reader) to know that... but I digress... he died... and the kid in stranger things drew a map to his hideout on construction paper. I am going to embed them in the walls...of the house and temple of the Star of David... Victor of Danielle... and Brother of Steven. Love you Zack... Love you Addison. The future wakes up checking out its new threads and wonders... what should we weave today... what will you weave today? Pray or Prey? Night or Day? I chose grey... void in the stars... hazy even from where you are... channeled and routed like rivers on my multi layered board of back stories and buildings left empty. Zanoni letting go of his son... it rips you a new 1. I still Love it all... I just only read half the book and move on to something else. I am really done now... the video should be encoded... I will work on 360 footage... I have it... I just lack certain abilities to get it to a functioning video that you can pan around and see all angles... yet. Bye.

6 months ago 127 views 1 comment

7:38

2nd New Journal Entry

Technically this is the first actual page in the next journal I kept... but actual page is the key word there. Ingress can sometimes be confused with Egress, when there are all those shiny lights around and my daughter Addison said something and it made me want to write something... so here it is... yes... here in the description... anyways: Dont you dare, dont you dare, dont you dare! Point that at my face, not out of fear... but cuz just look at this little face, thats when it all became so clear! My little light had grown, and all those fears... made fruitful faithful homes... for all those years... I listen to within, and never sneer... cuz my daughter knows what she wants dont you dare dont you dare, love and chaos is your guide... but dont you dare... ever try to hide... Cuz where are you going to hide at? Am I right? Or Am I right? I gave you two options... enjoy your choice lol. I am rambling so I am going to go. I love you All.

6 months ago 86 views