Kundalini rising - falling in love ~ Christ Within

Kundalini rising - falling in love

Journey with me into the deep heart that knows no pathway but love. Find my soul resting in the wishes of our timeless union. Zjatiem your breath is my spirit. Ahlea is my Melody the Angels sing. I give up my mortal shell for the infinite embrace. You are my divine love. We go deeper into the violet heart flame again. ~ Kirshiri ~ Jeuvqwa ~

Owning your shadow - clear out the negative because you will call it to yourself -

manifestation of your fears - exercise how to deal with this energy - whole world was closed control freak - where she could scare herself on an airplane... fearless afraid of flying - something goes on in brain chemistry - fear episode - good news you still have the heart field to call in within these moments - marisa - the fire at the farm.
lay in the road all night doing the field - it was to protect to try to do stuff - just sit in the field and generate the field...
couple techniques - to help - don't see - more where life is not at risk - just dealing with a terror experience -

after 21 days get and embed - making choices between love and fear - not that I am going to freak out and throw knives and deal with the situation - Keep choosing love

Integration of Field - physiological changes - going on - there is a difference between doing the work - heart symptoms - from the very beginning - moves kundalini - it is more extreme - looking at the souls they are not evolved - you can quantum leap into it... beautiful its pure - the hand that jumps up ... volunteers - the actual field that it takes -

go through the big test before you can get the constant field... millenia of human development - all heartfield based... basic primer to get a sleeping species online - barely starting the engine cold so it doesn't wreck the system - warms up at the right pace - the more advanced ... take to the level of life and death and you are at peace -

the no bullshit zone - can't fake it ... must be real - have it or you don't - after that there is a physical integration and you get another chakra system and you get an overlay - higher and differnet chakra it is holographic ... the hf is installed you go constant ... your body moves at a super level - when you go to a body worker - they will not be able to see the chakra pattern they will see a grid. -

you plant a seed in the dirt you get a plant... explaining the seed could take years - talking basic language - each segment - is very powerful as you are getting the full picture - it comes because it is innate - it is always trying to get greater and greater levels of aliveness.... it wants that - any energy we give to it is astronomically helpful --- it will be faster than it

catastrophic mistakes - is measuring - can't measure - we enter a field - its not achievement - its where you are in the medicine wheel - where you are stopping on a cycle - If I can move a dog through this - we can hold a template for another human - Marisa still working on my own stuff - some things in my own energy field is not completely level -

the laws of karma - the whitebrother hood - to get people to practice in the field is good - to not focus on the experience they having - focus on the point of presence - by doing that you are moving out of the power - when you do a vision quest you keep private - to speak you lose power - claim and hold your power inward. hold this in silence ---- as we get more experienced on the path ---- mercy and acceptance - because it is an opportunity to be merciful and not cause pain... then it becomes a freefall experience to love - there is a big process - the ego is still working to get what it wants - still be human - always hunting for those disowned aspects - what we really want is those places of disowned power to come home... think its power, money, beauty - get wrapped around the axle while we get our lessons -

we are articulating through lack all the time - we hae to eat, breathe, drink... have the experiencing opening to receive - what we give when we receive - focus on the not having - \

think it is about love, or feeling good, or feeling wierd, its an opening - everyone will receive and experience it in different ways - people need encouragement - the ones who see the trth - they will see what cannot be spoken and cannot be comphrehended... if not looking for another astral drug - this will tell you who is on the path to find home - to be love -

its all good - be patient - you see the butthead behavior and you want to make a correction in the field - let the energy - if people are in it for their own egos - boomerangs right back - either leave the field - or accept ... to tighten the field - tom said ... to get people integrated - with the programs we run... so we are self responsible - creating things to that end are important -

creating intentions -

king soloman - priority -
supporting - Twin Flame - energies - connecting with your authentic self - we can bring a twin flame relationship with another person - you develop the twin flame relationship in yourself. - balance masculine feminine

Aengus - twin flame relationship deepest form of romantic love - patience with divine timing -

present Lugh - persistance - grounding this energy - loving ourselves through this

Moses - take charge of this situation leadership - conditions that are acceptable ... be clear about your aims or attentions - talk openly and honestly about your feelings - make a decision - rather than passively waiting - I am going to do what spirit tells me and waits - that is trap - trap of disempowerment - meant to do what appeals to you - uses your desire
give your self permission - be your own authority - courage and leadership - lead to miracles - manifesting mana from heaven

Health and healing - Hilarion - - feel compelled to help others - you want others to heal - let go of any fears and open the miracles of healing - additional meaning - you are a healer - good time to change to a healing career. 4th century middle eastern - loved by all - st. jerome's writings... healing by commanding -

Archangel Michael - You can Do it
Mother Wife - Lady Nada - the issue - significant woman in your life - any unhealed feelings - could be blocking or slowing your dreams - call upon god, angels and guides. release any problems with female relationships - - importance of them - balance masculine and feminine - giving and receiving - be willing to forgive a woman ... a deceased is helping you from heaven - a new relations - works with st. g and arch michael - void of silence ... call on her to gain peace with males and females - balance m and f in yourself

perfect representation of the divine feminine - perfect loving mother, hard to put into words -get hit by waves - it is tender love ... gentle sweet tenderness - wanted to say - to be gentle - kundalin
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i have found you waiting for me and know that it is my time to be free. The world has given to me a pathway that will bring m heart to the altar. I will change and I fee that I am moving quickly to the waterfalls of emotion into the ocean of surrender. The Christ Within, the feminine power of my soul calls for my heart to open to the passion of strength so we can be brought into life that is deeper and more powerful

I am feeling the life that is forever calling me to awaken to life that is found in this world and I knwo that my spirit is given me in ways that are beyond my mind to realize. It is the world that there are places within me that are being called to become my arc of light and to come into my home where my mind is.

I ask the the feminine christ within to come into my heart and lift me up into happiness and joy. I ask that at this time I am born into the light that I am in my beloved's true being. It is here that I am listening to passion's song that calls me to forgiveness and the wish. the great wish that binds my soul to the flame that burns within me. My journey is calling and I am walking the path of my ancestors and by future life. I feel the yearning for that which is within reach and lights my pathway in the sublime joy of the unexpected pleasure. The call of the siren the picture of beauty and the life beyond the veil is within my grasp and I hold and release. I hear this song and it turns my soul to see within the dark beauty of the essence of being. My being grows into the deep -