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A music video portraying the emotions, guilt, and grief felt from the passing of a brother. Lyrics, Vocals, & Video by Jaiz http://jaizmusic.com Beat by E-Motion-L Productions http://soundclick.com/emotionlproductions Jaiz Music Links Website : http://JaizMusic.com ReverbNation - http://www.reverbnation.com/Jaiz Facebook - http://www.facebook.com/jaizmusic Lyrics As the days go by, I still can't grasp it And I keep thinking about you I miss you The echoes of our mother hysterically crying Trying to find it in herself to say the words your brother died And I just did not know how to react I just went numb I called my sister and I couldn't even show enough love To see her when she said that she just didn't wanna be alone And I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself for saying no Too many times in my life to even be a decent brother So the least that I can do is be the one to listen to our grievin' mother When she's crying cause you were her whole life Still wondering if she could have prevented that night And who knows what the future held I just know that in the past I just couldn't be a brother so many times when u had asked To make music together and one day we could get back To being as close we were if I did maybe your path Through life could've been different but I've always been so selfish And don't wanna be bothered but you were only trying to help me (Chorus) In my dreams I can see you See you again Sometimes I ask why Why do I still cry? Cause even with all the teardrops falling from my eyes They still won't bring you back here No they won't so I hope In my dreams you will appear So many opportunities I just let slip away Where we coulda been the friends we were as children but misery has played The role of Satan in my life like I made him my wife But never could get a divorce but half of myself was taken and lost In the fires of hell I kept trying to excel But everytime that I have risen I fell You tried to help but I looked at you as a burden I kept seeing a damned person leavin' our mother wit no cash fast as she was cursin' Your name and all I saw was the pain I saw your damaged brain that was driving everyone insane And I had blamed you for so many years for causing so many tears And maybe no one could have saved you but I'm blaming my ears For just ignoring the cries of help from a lost brother Cause underneath my bitter mind was our love for each other And underneath your flaws was my friend who was the idol of a little boy Why did I have to believe that was destroyed? (Chorus) In my dreams I can see you See you again Sometimes I ask why Why do I still cry? Cause even with all the teardrops falling from my eyes They still won't bring you back here No they won't so I hope In my dreams you will appear The last months of your life was such a blessing Cause you cleaned yourself up enough for us to regain a connection And I got to see the brother that I knew from long ago Got to see the person that had yearned for more than what corrupted his soul I got to be your friend one more time Before your last fall I'm glad my eyes saw you rise But it wasn't your time to go it wasn't the time for the end Not when your life was beginning again it's all too hard to comprehend (Chorus) In my dreams I can see you See you again Sometimes I ask why Why do I still cry? Cause even with all the teardrops falling from my eyes They still won't bring you back here No they won't so I hope In my dreams you will appear

Dedicated to my late brother, Douglas Hexamer. You are gone, but never forgotten. I love you always. Lyrics & Vocals by Jaiz http://jaizmusic.com Music & Video by Snypod Jaiz Music Links Facebook - http://Facebook.com/JaizMusic Reverbnation - http://Reverbnation.com/Jaiz Website - http://JaizMusic.com

Merry Christmas To All!!! It's never too early Christmas right? Haha Hope you enjoy my latest comedic music video. Lyrics, Vocals, & Video by Jaiz http://jaizmusic.com Beat by Strange And Complex http://soundclick.com/strangeandcomplex Single is available for purchase at https://www.reverbnation.com/jaiz/song/30540065-bah-humbug-christmas Jaiz Music Links Youtube - http://YouTube.com/JaizMusic Facebook - http://Facebook.com/JaizMusic Reverbnation - http://Reverbnation.com/Jaiz Website - http://JaizMusic.com

Break Free (Ft. Ashleigh Munn) is a raw hip hop track detailing inner desires to break free from isolation, self-doubt, and inhibitions. Featured on various compilation albums such as The Indie Hip Hop Uprising, Vol. 1, Urban Feel Hip-Hop, Vol. 1, Uncover Indie: Hip-Hop, Vol. 1, and others. Download Links iTunes - http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/break-free-feat.-ashleigh/id874435426?i=874435431 Amazon MP3 - http://www.amazon.com/Break-Free-feat-Ashleigh-Munn/dp/B00K6AT59G/ref=sr_1_63?s=dmusic&ie=UTF8&qid=1460935792&sr=1-63&keywords=Jaiz&refinements=p_n_feature_browse-bin%3A625151011 Google Play - http://play.google.com/store/music/album/Jaiz_Break_Free_feat_Ashleigh_Munn?id=B33cdmii4ek4pioqe54msp4d7i4 Vocals/Lyrics : Jaiz Beat Production : Atomic Beats Featured Artist: Ashleigh Munn (Chorus Vocals) Jaiz Music Links Facebook - http://Facebook.com/JaizMusic Reverbnation - http://Reverbnation.com/Jaiz Website - http://JaizMusic.com

I make emotionally raw rap/hip hop, rock, pop, and comedy tracks. My Victory (Feat. Anna) is an inspirational track detailing a story of self-growth and perseverance. Download Links iTunes - http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/my-victory-feat.-anna-single/id978431521 Amazon MP3 - http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00UYM0TN2/ref=dm_ws_sp_ps_dp Google Play - http://play.google.com/store/music/album/Jaiz_My_Victory_feat_Anna?id=B6l73x34dr27d57uctvgen2fmou Vocals/Lyrics : Jaiz Beat Production : Rockit Productions Featured Artist: Anna (Chorus Vocals)

"I'm Sorry For..." is a song about giving in to fear, running from love, and ultimately asking for forgiveness. Download this song @ https://www.reverbnation.com/jaiz/song/3374941-im-sorry-for Lyrics & Vocals by Jaiz http://jaizmusic.com Instrumental by VTZ http://vtzbeats.com Directed by Snypod Jaiz Music Links Twitter - http://Twitter.com/JaizMusic Facebook - http://Facebook.com/JaizMusic Soundcloud - http://Soundcloud.com/JaizMusic Reverbnation - http://Reverbnation.com/Jaiz Website - http://JaizMusic.com Lyrics (Chorus) I'm sorry for everytime I made you cry filling you with pain inside Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears I told you when we started talking Please whatever you do just don't fall in Love with me cause I will only cause grief making it clear I'm not a man who's trying to steer His wheels down a road of devotion and love Even though I don't know the feeling much I know enough That I'm really not a man who can handle Such an emotion see I come from a castle Of loneliness and isolation cause it's the only place I feel safe in I feel so embraced in The arms of the dark cause throughout all these years It was the only place that has always been here Holding me so very tight in it's grasp The way I am now sheds light on my past I don't wanna be a man who could hurt someone But it looks like I am please forgive me because (Chorus) I'm sorry for everytime I made you cry filling you with pain inside Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears It's rough being up in this spot now I'm so used to being the one who gets shot down But I don't want you to get the wrong impression I'm still feelin' you girl but I keep myself protected By vetoing commitments I can't keep And not trying to grab the stars that I can't reach I can't explain the way that I am cause I can't understand me But I know that I'm too demanding Of myself cause I wanna be something that doesn't exist And I can't turn to God cause I'm in love with sin See the demons inside won't let me live in peace All I wanna see is bliss in my life but I'm in too deep Of a world I created and I hate it But I lack the inner strength to kill this inner creation It's up to me whether or not I feel elation And for your sake I really wish I could have made this painless (Chorus) I'm sorry for everytime I made you cry filling you with pain inside Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears Baby don't sweat this boy you can do so much better You got your whole life to fall in love hope this letter Doesn't get you down girl don't be this way You don't need a man all you need is faith In yourself don't let these other people choose your fate Believe me I know I tried to be the guy others wanted to create But if you're not content wit' yourself You will never be able to elevate and excel To a level that you'll wanna reach one day You can go and pray and attend church every Sunday If there is a God there's only so much he could do It's hard to believe that your world could change if you don't believe in you Our biggest obstacles are ourselves I mean life is all about dealing with the cards we're dealt I stress don't deal with life the way that I do and be a coward Allowing this world to have the power (Chorus) I'm sorry for everytime I made you cry filling you with pain inside Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears

an inspiring crossover type of track made when I was in a much better head space. Stream on Reverbnation https://www.reverbnation.com/jaiz/song/33244789-hurricane-feat-micki-consiglio Stream On Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/48XAVyrltcdfvmQGw2YUVX Purchase the single Apple Music https://music.apple.com/us/album/hurricane-feat-micki-consiglio-single/1629698371 Amazon @ https://amazon.com/music/player/albums/B0B37SJ4D4?marketplaceId=ATVPDKIKX0DER&musicTerritory=US&ref=dm_sh_mGevpyb1Dbmp9mONgmW1hP2SK Jaiz Music Links Facebook - http://Facebook.com/JaizMusic Reverbnation - http://Reverbnation.com/Jaiz Website - http://JaizMusic.com