The Autistic Girl

Introduction: Hello! Welcome to my The Autistic Girl's YouTube Channel. I am a functional Autistic girl in her late 40's and I recently learned that I am autistic from going through my mother's estate and found out this secret. I grew up with my parents denying my autism which has prevented me to be properly diagnosed. Now that I'm aware of this, I hope this is the key to help me better understand myself and work on my weaknesses that prevented me to be functional. I hope I'm not the only woman here who recently learned they've been tested for autism in their late 40's. If i were to know about this sooner, my life would be completely different. Backstory: My ailing senior mother passed away last year and I was alone going through this for 5 months before my husband came back from a out of town contract work for over a year. Trauma & Depression gotten to me and falling into deep dark place. Clutter was one of the affects of my trauma & depression and neglected a lot of responsibilities cuz I was getting to the point of considering suicide. I was my mother's caretaker and I was looking after her for over 3 years. Just watching her slowly fade into her death. I was her last words before she gone into a coma and never woke up the next early morning. Few days before she died, over the phone conversation, she told me to promise her to be strong and take care of myself. So, to honour my mother's legacy, I've decided to fulfill her last dying wishes to stay strong and take care of myself. Right now, I'm not quite that strong & having difficulties taking care of myself very well. I hope this Rumble will be a good outlet for me to deal with grieving, depression and struggles and share how I am coping all this. Sunroom Cleaning: When I was going through the security footages, noticed my sunroom cleaning was recorded the entire time. Not fully all recorded, however I decided to make a time lapse video of the sunroom clean up. As you can see, my Autism has gotten me doing weird things here and there. This is why small tasks like this would take me hours to do. Started Cleaning at 11:03AM Ended Cleaning at 3:53PM Nope, the sunroom is not entirely cleaned out and there will be more likely part 2 of this sunroom cleanup before filling the sunroom with more planting pots to grow vegetables & fruits. The goal is to grow food in the sunroom and try to grow food all year round. Stay Tuned!! You Can Help Me. Like this Video and Subscribe. Thank you very much. You can also Help Me by Donation: PayPal: https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=JNZDPTXPESHY2 Bonfire: https://www.bonfire.com/store/the-autistic-girl/ Etransfer: nuwayhall@protonmail.com #autism #autistic #timelapse #cleaning #diy #indoorplants #indoorgarden #monstera #marphyl #beach #sunroom