Demonology
Almost two hours. @_@
Well, it's not like it's a topic you can just jump right into, and breaks are cool.
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Happy Saturday (Sabbath Day)
That boy sure likes his Sabbath days.
This was supposed to be uploaded much earlier, but, problems.
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Families as a Holy Unit- First Born
I talk to some extent about the movie First Born. It's not a movie I'd recommend to sensitive parents with a small baby, because it does not have a happy ending. I don't spoil everything (though, there are significant spoilers), but what I do give is a picture of what I consider an overlapping of all of the negative views of marriage, family, and child-rearing we get from agenda'd media and the all too human habits they exploit.
We're told that love is the basis of all good things, and then sold a sour, selfish version of it. It's little wonder that it's been such a difficulty for anyone to make a worthwhile family.
Well, don't threaten me with a good time!
PS-
I worry about the little family. Particularly, that they may have taken me wrong with my stance on "screen time". As long as there's modern technology, there'll be screens. It's not my place to judge how much, I trust them. If I know anything, it's a very smart kid, with plenty looking after (her?). It'll be fine.
Forgive and forget your mistakes in front of her, she'll keep the skill handy for the rest of her life.
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The Last Unicorn, Haunting Ground (PS2)
I talk about The Last Unicorn and Haunting Ground, and I am very graphic (more like careless, to be honest, but viewer discretion again advised.)
This is not quite one of my analysis videos. It's more like something that got caught in-between, but still a necessity.
I don't talk about things like the unicorn/princess identity components, that are quite similar, but it's worth mentioning that a "false unicorn" persona is actually designed to prevent an alchemical union: this "unicorn" seeks self-righteousness at the expense of others, usually via playing the victim. It is the false image emblazoned over the real one, and it's embedded and kept in place by jealousy.
Fiona or Amalthea may well not be true pure, innocent persons, especially if they're able to accept princess/unicorn personas in that format. It's also possible that Daniella, Dibilitas, and the huntsmen are all balancing and opposing identities; boys can have unicorn and princess alters.
(See: Dmitri's special in DarkStalkers; any bitch alive that isn't me or the 4 friends I have.)
I'm no princess. I'm no unicorn. I wouldn't want to be. I'd be the dustiest, ugliest horse with the lame leg in the back, that no one wants.
(But I broke that leg back kicking Stacey.)
There is a big focus on the similar concept of "alchemical union" in the two pieces of media, which is what I wanted to talk about.
My original recording on Haunting Ground has been unfortunately lost, but if my diehard, raving fans insist, I may recreate it one day.
As it is, I consider myself fortunate to be fond of crickets.
And Fuck You, Stacey.
#anti-feminism
#lastunicornmovie
#staceyscrewselephantstogetoff
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Hell Awareness (aka Ascension)
People ask for answers, or opportunities, or closeness to God, or enlightenment, but, these things don't show up like letters in the mail. You ask for something foreign to you to be understood, and you cannot change who you are without destroying who you were.
(-The Butterfly Effect)
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I Was Homeless For 5 Years
This one is also an adventure. 😄
People want me to be embarrassed about it, or something. I'm like, lol, no. There's much worse, if you ask me.
*The novel character I mention is named "Harold". I keep calling him "Arnold." Close.
If such life experiences begat me any gifts for a prospective spouse in my future, they would be that I would not stake his sense of pride or value to me on the amount of money he made; this is a fool's bargain, and I'd obviously know. Should things not work out the way he planned, I'd just teach him how to swing, as far as the Skid Row chapter is concerned. It'd be fun, I promise.
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What Is A Unicorn?
Truly, a unicorn is more a mirage- a Schrödinger's Cat phenomenon in and of itself. It is nothing and something, and empty and full, all at the same time.
Like a white mist, or a great web to get caught up in, if you should be so willing to be so unaware, and to sell yourself so readily.
What sort of creatures and what sorts of delusions and what sorts of circles shall you find yourself lost to, if you are so very taken by the illusions in the mist? And then taken by the mist?
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Eyes. Stephen King, Artistry, Big Trouble In Little China, Randal, and Such
This catacalysm is an ode to the f I don't give. A testament to the true power of being third, I guess.
The song I'm singing is a parody of Call Me Maybe, "Call me Sidney", by the Merkins.
Also, Alice Cooper's "The Man Behind The Mask".
There's a sorry excuse of a man who runs his mouth about how I need to go to hell, and be tortured for the things I say that I mention towars the end. This was also originally made for YouTube, where that would make more sense.
I gloss right over a lot of things I should maybe spend some more time on, but this was quite long as it was. Things like the mirror phenomenon; you see what you want to see. In The Stand, people see what they're horrified of when they look at The Dark Man. The coat hanger instances are a perfect example; Frannie is deep down contemplating not having her baby, and this is monsterous to her. Thus, he becomes symbolic of this "cross roads" to her. Christine, the Plymouth Fury, also has this effect on people- she is judged before anyone asks her opinion, and anyone who loves her is hated, as she is hated.
Possessing such a quality causes those around them who cannot face the truth about themselves to be eaten by their own mirror image (especially if they refuse to submit.)
This is why humaniry trembles in front of god, and his wings are full of a comforting shadow, least you burn in the sun (...."and I will set you to burn.")
Because no one asked you what God looked like.
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Occult Esoterics- Secret of NIMH
3 hours of my bs no one cares about, because I hate humanity so much.
This one uses stills instead of allowing the video to play. It was also made for Youtube, so I mention a few things that don't make sense here; beg your pardon.
There were more in the "occult esoterics" videos I made. They're not the highest of quality, obviously. I don't have much. In fact, I have little, and lose many things, including my hard work. Even this video is unfinished.
I asked for help for years, people hate giving it to me for whatever reason.
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Occult Esoterics-Felidae (1994)
Occult Esoterics; that which is hidden the layman, and available only to the successfully initiated.
Graphic content, viewer discretion is advised.
If you miss some of my lingo, kindly search "deprogramming wiki" on your favorite search engine. It's only a starting point, and imperfect, but, I have no need of reinventing the wheel.
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