princessgothicbean

I don't even know what you mean by ruin your life lol, like do you want me to yap for four hours straight about Doctor Who and some other crap that you have never cared about for a day in your life? Or do you want me to straight up drink pickle juice out of the jar at the Christmas dinner table while your parents give each other awkward stares after asking me what I do?

Any worry you have about what people will think is all in your head. People don't think about you anywhere near as much as you think, and I can promise you that you're a lot more worried about it than they are.

Once upon a time, I went on a date. It was pretty terrible. 0/10, would not recommend.

The truth is that it actually does surprise me because I'm so zoned out when I'm in public most of the time. It also makes me super self-conscious since I'm not sure if they're going to say something negative about me dressing like a goth girl, especially when it's a cute girl coming up to say something about my hair or makeup or outfit, and I'm just all like, "Oh you like little ol me? Teehee!" But then I feel like a dork and like I'm being one of those girls who act like they never get hit on, and that makes me feel bad lol