still a sinner but now a winner (37 yrs of monitoring my behavior)

some very funny ag bullshit happened earlier
i am 37 apparently
i was there for like 7min
why i call myself a living comedian
self fulfilling prophecy live action
let's be honest and do sumin weird in america
i really don't enjoy this at all
many people love to hate people
is she staring at her crotch (moths yawl)
okay, so yawl saw the boots after all
i'm the crazy conspiracy religious nutjob in the family
macy's day parade, classic american bullshit
willingly unconscious of so many things
adopted kids are pretty crazy
always stared at myself dead in the face
i allowed possession (addiction) to happen
psycho analyzing for funzzz
what kinda resolution is that, dad
of course my parents don't wanna see this
insecurity is so annoying
no jokes, no "criticism"
he is the one belittling
superficiality runs rampant cos he can't do much else sadly
i don't take anything personally
your insults (exactly)
he did admit narcissism
competition is for those who don't compete w/ themselves
he doesn't have a choice in the matter (no self-awareness)
i told myself i wasn't gonna do this but here we are
schizophrenics are the easiest to deal with i don't care what anybody says
we question everything, that's why
fuck the codes anyway
people that show up on time are annoying
yeah their image is great but what if they're a piece a shit
nobody wants to work w/ annoying assholes
boomers don't follow rules for the right reason
you don't think about other people, you think about them looking at you with disdain
not about being good, it's about looking good
why yours truly is the black sheep
"what's wrong w/ you" classic line uttered to ag
i try to tell the normies and they're in denial of my life experience
if you're annoyed w/ my personality
i'm 150X more annoyed than you think you are
i think about this a lot, empathy is a good thing it just ain't fun
if they had more self-awareness they'd kill themselves
yes these are the kinda assessments i make about my "loved ones"
narcissists hate their parents
nobody is inquisitive enough
the purpose of a problem is to understand it (in my opinion)
they don't care if everything is poison
as long as they can lie to themselves...
the man in my head is annoyed with my dramatic air (did you see the way that he just rolled his eyes at me)
way too open and honest w/ what's "wrong" with me
letting it all hang out vs. lying and manipulating situations
figured out how to gage when/where to shed opinions
the people that have the biggest issue w/ me are just creeped out by me
i'm not a victim but i can be annoyed
that family member that gets their way all the time
fuck competition, it's not necessary
i just wanna be on everyone's team
of course he disagrees w/ it haha
elliott is my companion for today
my parents are really good at denial
i know that i am this way, damnit
i sounded like 5 different male comics right there
hypocrites drive me up multiple walls
venting too much all the time
elliott is so soft
that's a trunk not a snout, amy and we have been over this before
my dad is a perfectionist about what he thinks is right which is fine honestly (ocpd)
my dad doesn't use his turn signals but we forgive
yours truly is narcissistICK
i yell at the man in my head. defense/offense.i hate rules that don't make sense
personal choice: consciousness
rule following starts when you're a kid
i don't hug anyone either hahaha
pass that joint, asian boy (ag said during covid)...classic timing w/ that flip phone hahaha
look at all these grown ass people following commie rules
i don't feel like getting into an argument on certain days
discretion, discernment, and discipline (tripleD)
most people (due to narcissism) don't have discretion and do most things for the purpose of image-building
dave brubeck xmas album in case you were wondering
twitter heads
i guess i should look thru these "notes" in order to write sets
intro to supposed internet presence: whatever political thing is going on
profile picture: wearing a mask
dennis WEAR YER DAMN MASK TRUMP HATER #300,578
they didn't do shit else that entire time, so true!
twitter made it obvious that everyone would eventually be a narcissist
achieving approval/social status is one of the main goals of twitter tho the site can be used for many useful things (like confirming certain "conspiracies")
better if i just stay the fuck away from all that shit
good to avoid what everyone (psychos) does
none of these "people" can handle anything
i accepted losing in the material world
insight from being the outcast in constant observation mode
we choose to be ostracized, it's awesome
i used to have to tell everybody everything
a lot quicker to catch myself in the act and stop
if it's not creative then it's a sin
blowing people's minds in a positively transgressive way
classic ag bday moment
this visual will always be there
too funny to be upset but it is so typical